Realising its time

 As i was making conversation visiting my parents the subject was working at height and how several people i know really are afraid of height. At one point i said i know someone also afraid of height and that his balls would retreat seeing what height.. As my daddy says i did not wear out my cock having sex. Absolutly not a nice feeling if that is told. As i most wanted too answer him back to shut him up i tought leave it. Afterwards thinking bout the conversation as much as i hate it my daddy is right about it. Why would i keep up appereances as everyone know better about me. 

i realized it was time, time to let out this enhousiast personality. till now i always hided it, some friends knew and other did where i was not aware of. But now the time had come everyone would know. Finally letting out my other personality with all her bravour. Decided too inform my dad about her as i would present her too my parents. Hi dad , no i not wear out my cock having sex, i rather spread my legs too let other males wear out there cocks when they fuck my brains out or wear out there cocks deepthoating there lovely throbbing fuck tools. 

I couldn't care anyless anymore if they would accept me as there new daughter. I allready decided i was gonna be this hot tgirl. Because this could mean i would lose my job i came too conclusion i also had too become this transgender tgirl pornstar. This sort of exited me, because i always visited this sites with me impersonating the female gender. On this sites other users always loved my content and my looks. This also gave me this confidence through the years

Now i finally was going too be this personality i probably should have been my whole life. i know for sure i would had an happier way of life then that i had been living till now. What i also know is that i had too make this curriculum vitae about the new me

New Name : Caroline petronella johanna maria

New model name : Carolanne lovely tgirl

Model experience: photo and video scrap book about me

Body type: slender

Breast size: 85A ( for now because i needed a boobjob with implants so i would have an 85C cup) 

Hair color: brown 

Lenght: short ( offcourse this would become long hair, straight or curled) 

Further looks: very feminine appereance with a round face type, small nose, small ears

Lenght: 175 centimeter

weight: 67 kilogram

Cock size: A small sissy clit

Interests: tgirl photo model, tgirl video model, perfecting and finalizing my female appereance, bdsm, feminisation, 

School and work experience: Becoming sissy tgirl course, feminizing my voice course, now following a course on becoming a profesional shemale cum slut, this course makes sure i only get a diploma when proven use of feminizing hormones, breast implants surgery and name changes are done. After you get a positive result for the final exams ( Making a porn movie as a  transgender tgirl fuckslut) your school course ends with a diploma  who states your a proffesional model specialized in porn

Because hormone use is expensive i made sure that the movies i had a role in or the amateur private sex  i maintain all made there payments at school so they could buy me the needed hormones, they also provided me with surgery of my breasts

Also i made a step by step plan too go and meet tgirls and male pornstars too get more experienced. 

I realized after a couple of years this was the best step ever taken. My whole life from then on was becoming way happier and less stress. So i can advise everyone in the same situation too live life and go for it, you won't regret you did